♥ HOT i s s u e

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

@ 9:25 PM

i am so sorry.
i shall try and ease your burden.
but i apologize i advance if i really can't.
today i ate a kiddy dip.
sorry.
and siew mai.
again sorry.
i seem to be wasting money only.

and so i did some thinking.
i realized i was trying to be somebody i wasn't.
im trying to change but can't.
so.
i decided.
to detach myself.
and try to find myself.
lost somewhere in the ocean.
black and white.
as the saying goes, "Don't judge a book by its cover."
yeah.
DON'T.
especially if you don't know what's going on.
don't pretend you do.
its obviously FAKE.
zi lan, im not talking about you.
so you can relax.
it suddenly feels suffocating just to be in the same room as you.
i hope you don't take it to heart.
im just having a rough time.
in need some time for myself.
to think through some stuff that's been going on.
~~i just can't seem to erase the fact that i~~
really think about them.
thank you for cheering me up when i was down.
and giving me the chocolates.

and for just being there.

it just seems a lot better.
when you let it all out.

It's not the last farewell ♥