matrix revolution quite,



maybe i'll continue this postlater

i shall try my luck and post pictures before sleeping.



no luck :/
NIGHT

heh.
my bro made his fifth blog.
so funny.
zakk is leaving tomorrow ;(
and coming back on saturday.
the cikgu's wedding also maybe not going cause got band.
its this saturday.
haiz.
this week so tiring man.
ok larh.
i think im gonna shui jiao now.
later i get headache again :/
'NIGHT EVERYBODY

bah.
ANN IS LEAVING TOMMOROWW
boohooo.
then no more Zhi Dui Ni You Gan Jue-ing!!!
nooooooooo
ANN,we'll make up for it when you come back! ;D

RIGHT NOW,
SEKARANG INI,
XIAN ZAI,

I.
HATE.
HEADACHES.
AND.
ANKLE.
PAIN.

mmhmm,yknow,i just realised i haven't been blogging for a very long time now.
not that long,but long.
AWW,GTG NOW.
just when i started.
D:
never mind.
next time eh?

I WANT CHOCOLATE MILK!!
AND I COULDN'T FIND PICTURES OF HIM DURING M.HOW?
SAD.

i just realised that i haven't been posting for quite a long time.
maybe not so long, but long enough to be considered long(to me)
*shrugs*
hahas.
lollypop.
i really don't know what to post here.
hmm, lets see.
ok so yesterday, the sec 3s got their posts and -me,nerice,olivia and audrey- are junior leaders.
xiangyi's Concert Mistress and Section Leader.
Swee Chen's secretary and loves it.
Linda's librarian.
Isabel's treasurer.
Me, junior leader.
yeah.
the whole section has posts man.
so cool.
except for the sec1s la.
yeah.
hurhur.
the whole section holding posts.
stylo-milo :D








i think things are beginning to look up.
my brother doesn't seem to pester my sister that often now.
like today, they came back and my sister hasn't cried since.
yeah.
but you'll never know.
with them anything can happen when you least expect it.
haha.
ok.
i shall be going.


ITS BEEN CLOUDISH.
OH.MY.GOD.
WO DE GOD.
OSCAR,then blah blah blah.

DONNNNNNNN'T ASK ME WHY I'M SAYING ALL THIS.
IF, you know what i'm talking about.
but most probably you don't.
AHAHAAHAHAHA.
yeah.
its extracted from sebuah sumber.
omg i've gone all malay-ish.
and there's this project about some documentary thingy.
it sounds fun.
but take note, i said "sounds".
so.
you must make sure you understand correctly horh or else you can't do your PROBABILITY.
AHAHAHAHA.
hurh.
ok.
i feel sleepy noww.

GOODNIGHT EVERYBODY!

today was FUNN!
COOKIE!!
DOUGH!!
COOKIE DOUGH!!


yeah!
like this. . .

met zakiah at around 1.
ate at macs for lunch then roamed around tiong.
nothing to do what cause we were waiting for hazirah.
so we walked around.
and around.
and around.
then i wanted to go to arcade cause nothing to do mah.
so we went in (after much persuasion from me :D)
we went to play this cool dinousar (i forgot how to spell it) game DAMN FUN!
we played it twice and it was quite scary lah.
the dinaousar will suddenly jump at you ahahahhah. must try and play the game.
and then, we called hazirah but couldnt get her
and we met hazirah at NTUC.
and we were on an amazing race ahahah so nice.
then we travelled to bukit BATOK! and met ann and rubini.
and went to hazirah's house.
once we were there we straight away started preparing the ingredients.
and let me tell you people,the weighing machine is very cool!
although it was quite difficult to handle.lollypop.
yeah then we started mixing the batter(is that what its called?)
butter and sugar(s) together.
then after quite a long time, we finally mixed in the almond and chocolate chips.VERY NICE!
then we started to. . . we did something . . .i couldnt remember what we did..
ANYWAY,here's the funny part.

the main star is zakiah.
HERE'S WHAT HAPPENED:
zakiah wanted to go to the toilet.
so she went to the one in the kitchen.
then when she wanted to close the door, the door something happened and she couldnt close it.
so she was struggling with it-strugglestrugglestruggle- then the door fell on her!
not exactly la, the door ____ free from the thingy at the floor and sorta fell on zakiah!
aAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHLOLLYPOPAHAHAHAHGAHHAHGGAGHAGALOLLYPOP!!!!
EVERYBODY was laughing like mad! ahahahahahah.
yeah.
so...
FAST FORWARD TO ALMOST 6.30pm:
we were still making the cookies.(yeah!)
then me and zakk realised it was already 6.30 and we rushed.haahah damn funny man.
we quickly ate and then rushed out of hazirah's house and we really,seriously ran all the way to the mrt station.
hahaha.
and i slipped and almost fell on the slippery pavement to the bus stop there.
scary*shudders*
then o the mrt,we were the only ones who were sweating inside there.
ahahah.
i think everybody must have thought that we were crazy.
ahaha. but never mind.
yeah

so that was what happened today.
i think post is very long.
lollypop.
never mind.
yeah.
i feel like playing o2jam.
but lazy ah.
everytime i go there i dot do much.
if luck is on my side, then people will come and play.
if not then i dont know la
haiz.
and my leg hurts for running so fast in ALITTLEBITHIGH-HEELED slippers.
oh.
we hafta do science theory.
i didnt bring it back.
sigh,just do it on monday.
bye!

I FOUND A RIDDLE WHICH HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH MATHS.

An old man said to a young man, "I have a daughter. She has as many brothers as she has sisters. Each one of her brothers has twice as many sisters as he has brothers. How many sons and daughters do I have?"

ANSWER:
3 sons and 4 daughters (total of 7 sons and daughters)
The answer to this problem can be found with a little algebra.Let S be the number of sons and D be the number of daughters.From the first statement we have: S=(D-1).From the second statement we have: 2(S-1) = D Solving for S and D gives S=3, D=4, i.e., 4 daughters and 3 sons.

IT JUUUUST HAD TO REMIND ME OF MATHS.

i can't breathe properly.
myheart/chesthurtseverytimeitrytobreathe.
somebody please find a cure for me.
and i am not joking.
it really hurts to breathe.
that sharp pain like being poked by something sharp whenever i breathe in.

im drinking chocolate milk.
its very nice.
its like ice blended,but it wasn't blended.
its like solid, but its not solid.
its like liquid,but its not liquid.
its chocolate milk.







i was being random by the way.
oh and i just found out i posted twice.
better go and delete it now.

i decided to post lyrics.


Summer Snow
Your love carries warmth
It’s clear to someone when he is hugging you
The happiness that the heartbeats pass
Is like a pulsating thermos flask
Putting my hands into my pockets
Thawing the path we have walked pass
In a cold empire
It is satisfying getting to hug you
Everyone knows the weather can change
So do promises
Your winter jacket is still on my bed
The weather in your world has turned sunny on time
I am watching the snow during summer far away from here
My loneliness freezes slowly
In the night without you
The love you gave me has already expired
And my heart is snowing during summer
Although the winter is far away now
I still can’t end this hibernation
The seasons in my world is in a mess
There are even snows in the equator
The fields in the tropical rain forests
Look snowy white
My memories in my heart are covered in snow
Even when the sun rises they can’t melt
I am supposed to sweat during summer
But I keep on tearing
The night without you

Repeat Chorus x 2





Roaming alone

Because no one understands me, so I chose to separate myself from this world
I’m feeling a little tired, my belief is broken now
My white sneakers, can’t bring me back to the bustling seaside again
The light of the moon, brightens up a lot of smiles
The crazy pictures stop in front of me, but our mutual understandings have gone far from us
The future that we promised to endeavor together, now it is me alone who is walking towards it

Chorus
I roam among the crowded past, reminisce the free summer I’ve gone through
Sitting alone beside the merry road, the beer did not turn sweet, but I lost the silly but serious ambition
I roam along the lonely border, missing the days I laughed happily
Listening to the familiar music, but the piano melody is no longer there
I hope I could go back to the day that the misunderstanding happened
And had a chance to apologize

repeat the whole song again






Let’s meet on February 30th
You phoned me, and said you miss my gentleness
That time, how many times you used the same reason to ask me out
You said long time no see and want to meet me
At the street where we broke up last year
This time, what are you thinking? Do you want me to accept you back? Or cry with a smile?

Let’s meet on February 30th, and see how I recover after you hurt me
Let’s meet on February 30th, just like what you wished for
If there is such a day, or else I don’t have the energy to reminisce about the past (Please let me make a clean break with you)

I tried a lot of methods to delete the past from my memory
I was nearly shaken by you because I still love you a little
My heart is beating, this unexpected interruption, but luckily I didn’t panic
There is still something we haven’t done to write off our memories
I’m still sorry because the wound is still placed in a plaster cast
I’ve never thought of us meeting again, how I should hug you, to show that we are only friends

Repeat chorus

So it is me who doesn’t wish to stop this relationship
So the burden I don’t wish to throw away is hidden in my heart
I know no matter where I hide, this world is so small, we’ll still meet







yeah.
so here it is.
maybe i'll add somemore.
see my mood.
bye.


its time for the marks to be revealed.














































i failed maths.

MY TOOLBAR IS GONE :/

i am irritated.
by FLASH.
i hate flash.
irritating flash.
I.
HATE.
FLASH.



I.
HATE.
FLASH.
>:0

stupid flash.
drain all my energy only.
go away FLASH.
i wish you weren't invented.
sometimes i think INDUSTRIAL REVOLUTION doesn't bring anything great.
although i don't know what it has to do with FLASH.
goodnight.

HAH.
finallyFINALLY.
my mom allows friends to come over for today. :D
its a start.*shrugs*
juust because yesterday we washed the whole house.yea.
it feels clean like those squeaky clean yknow.
zakiah coming over later! :D
yay.
maybe i've uderestimated her after all.
my mother i mean.
haha.
oh yeah.
HAPPY BELATED MOTHER'S DAY.
omg it was so tiring yesterday.
my fingers hurt after squeezing the cloth for don't know how many times.
ahhh.
painpainpain.

and i am SO ADDICTED TO THEIR SONGS MANN.
IT IS SO SO NICE.
but i don't like the remix though.
:d
its . . too fast . . ?
yeah.
eeek.
*shudders*
xia xue
haiz.
shant say what happened yesterday. :/
this is quoted:
put the past behind
yeah maybe i should.
its just way too scary.


*shudders again*
keep it quiet yeah?
the weekend hasn't been that good.
for all of us i guess.
ta. .
he said it out loud.
not exactly out loud la...
through SMS but . .
it was so direct.
yeah.
ohOHoh.


A lesson I learnt during the weekend:

1. If you want something, you got to say it out! Even if you cannot get it, at least you have given your intention.If every time people ask you and you reply nothing, then people won't give it to you if the situation change in your favour.



yeahs.
so.
i think i learnt a lot from it.
and my problem is that i talk first before i think.
yeah maybe he was right.
oh i don't know.
maybe you people can read the lesson i put up there.
it has helped me.
and maybe it will help you too.


sigh.
its been going on for almost a month now..
i wonder how long they will keep this up.
its like they are living in a separate world with only us in between them.
please..
the days haven't been nice. .
they ignore each other. .
please.hold on
please.
bai duo a.
please.









The light of the moon, brightens up a lot of smiles
The crazy pictures stop in front of me, but our mutual understandings have gone far from us
The future that we promised to endeavor together, now it is me alone who is walking towards it

omg.
ann im soo sorry.
i feel so guilty.
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry.



gosh.im so sorry ann.

i feel scared.
why is this happening?
now,i cant take home as my haven anymore.
it just cannot be.

WHEE.
nice nice right?
and so,
today me and zakiah and rubini and hazirah and ann and kana went CWO-ing!
so fun!
then kana was being a STATUE OF LIBERTY(i think) yah at McDonalds.
andANDand, sticky was there.hahahaha.
in class jersey.
and we did CWO at macs.
hahahaha.
so fun.
and we took pics.
all with hazirah.<33
yeah.
then this zakiah ah, suddenly saw IT
and suddenly went,"omg!so cheap i want to buy it!!"
so on impulse,
we decided to run back to my house cause she wanted to borrow money to buy IT.
so we ran.
lucky my house near.
then we went back to tiong AGAIN.
and she bought IT.
so happy can.
very cheap some more.



oh and i apologize to HAZIRAH,ANN,KANA,RUBINI for just running off suddenly.



SORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRY
SORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRY
SORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRY
SORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRY
SORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRY.


and after she bought IT, we went to macs again.
to test IT.
and it worked!!! :D
so happy!!! <333333
THANK YOU ZAKIAH!

No matter how pretty and how sweet a smile is, if it is not yours, it is not special at all
No matter how bitter and how salty a tear is, if you are here, it will be a sunny day again
No matter how close we are, without a hug, we are considered far apart
In the whole world, I only have feelings for you
No matter how much I enjoy having fun, one glare from you, and I will restrain myself
No matter how broad and how long a road is, if you are holding me, it is very safe
I will be obedient and gentle, and will not be perfunctory
I only have feelings for you



meaningful ain't it?

consequences,consequences.
here they come.
FINALEY MID YEARS ARE OVERRRR.

can relax now.
one word,one syllable; dumb
one word,two syllables; stupid





i can feel it coming.
we are CWO workers.
yay.
we'll be wandering around wearing ORANGE


all gone.
D;

i am at mcdonalds.

you know?
i just found out.
when you listen to a song and read something(like a sad story but not to the extent that it'll make you weep under normal circumstances) you will cry.

doesn't make sense did it?
likelike,
when you listen to this song, and you read this certain paragraph or sth you can easily cry.
im not sure if it still makes sense,
but i think its better than the first explanation.
OH WELL.

somehow the name ri ben qiao seems to amuse me.
like as if it was meant to be a joke.
the song ended.
Ribenqiao
heh.
i drank ribena just now.
but it was too sweet.
and i think i have a sore throat now.
and i'm only at chapter 5.
what a slow progress.
and its 11.30 now.
ikat perut to save money.
and there she was buying scarves.
well,maybe she was treating herself.*shrugs*
but then again,maybe not.
i'll never know.
i shall dedicate tomorrow to studying.
if i don't somebody slap me!
ciao!
i shall get my sleep before tomorrow's long and torturous day! ;D



Ri Ben Qiao!

mum forgot AGAIN.
its the second time she did that.
my dear GP waited for her until 11pm okay?
she came back late some more and said that she won't be coming back that late.
but see.
now is 11pm and she calls it not late.
this is too depressing man.
can i cry?
oh well.
don't waste salt.
its very precious.
ESPECIALLY HERE.

its time for pictures!!

my MESSY study/dining table.

not that messy,but not that neat either.

food! first you eat the . . . ah whatever.LIT is OVER. :D

SEE!! i'm only over here. . .

i just finished my black pepper hotdog.YUMYUM.
and now drinking RI BEN qiAo..HAHAHAHAHAH.
RI BEN QIAO.
HOHO.
i still remember when he won the Miss Ying Kai competition. so funny mann.
people were throwing bottles and rubbish at him
AND he thanked them for it.
hahahahahaaha.
but its meant to be like that.
hahahhaha.
haiyo.
i am bored.
i dont know how those people can stay cooped up at home and study nonstop.
i cannot tahan ah like that.
BBUT.
science and MATHS(HORROR).
cannot la,cannot la.
go back studyyy!!

blogthings crazy.
nonono.
im only 40% addicted.hahahahaha.
ok ciao!
gtg study! :(

Lu Rui Xi.
the name is nicee.
hmm.
aren't i supposed to be studying?
i'm too restless i cannot concentrate.
haha talking to weishan now.
about the band uniforms..
sigh.
those new comers just get it like thattttttttt.
haiyo.
i watched hana kimi again today :D
NICEE.
sighhh.
luruixi.
maybe i should change my blog address.. ?
but later troublesome le.

an atom is the smallest particle of an element.

i didn't see the book. yeah! :D
im still at chapter 3 ONLY.
still a long,long way to go.
ooh. . ribena! loves!!







GOTCHA!

You are 67% Libra

I'm a Libra-rian!

Your Birthdate: October 10

Independent and dominant, you tend to be the alpha dog in most situations. You're very confident, and hardly anything ever shakes you. Mundane tasks tend to drain you - you prefer to be making great plans. You are quite original. When people don't "get" you, it bothers you a lot. Your strength: Your ability to gain respect Your weakness: Caring too much what others think Your power color: Orange-red Your power symbol: Letter X Your power month: October

whooooa.
this is cool. :D

Your Japanese Name Is...

Shika Konoe

Shika Konoe. . . i think i prefer Mizuhashi Kumiko :D

You Are 77% Feminine, 23% Masculine

You are in touch with your feminine side. Sensitive, intuitive, and caring are all words that describe you. And you're just masculine enough to relate to both men and women.

hoho :D

You Are More Yin

Feminine Devoted Forgiving Fall Winter Afternoon Moon Time Passive Metal Honey

Yin. . .

Your Brain is 60% Female, 40% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

my brain is a female!


that's all folks!
i am supposed to be studying. . .
BUT i was too attracted to THIS.
haiyo.
next 3 papers are: History,Science,Maths

CAN DIE EHH!!!
i think history i can score fairly well. .
Science. . .errrrmm
Maths. . . DIE!!
WELL.
good luck to me and to all of you out there!!
STUDY HARD!

You Are Coffee Ice Cream

Energetic and lively, you are always on the go. You're doing a million things at once and doing them well. You tend to motivate others and raise spirits. You are most compatible with chocolate ice cream.

i wanted chocolate. . .

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as driven and ambitious. Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic. With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.

haiyo. . .

You Are An ISFJ

The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal. A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways. In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music. You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

im a nurturer :D

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

slow and steady wins the race. .

Your True Birth Month Is December

Logical Patriotic Ambitious Not egoistic Loves praise Loves to joke Fun to be with Not pretending Loves attention Short tempered Hates restrictions Loves to socialize Loves to be loved Loyal and generous Impatient and hasty Changing personality Good sense of humor Honest and trustworthy Influential in organizations Takes high pride in oneself Active in games and interactions

december is still a long way to go. . :(

You Should Learn Swedish

Fantastisk! You're laid back about learning a language - and about life in general. Peaceful, beautiful Sweden is ideal for you... And you won't even have to speak perfect Swedish to get around!

hmmm. .

You are Ocean Blue

You're both warm and practical. You're very driven, but you're also very well rounded. You tend to see both sides to every issue, and people consider you a natural diplomat.

ocean blue. . yeah!

You Are 40% Normal

While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

nooo. . .

You Are 37% Selfish

In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well. But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.

it seems. . . true?

Your Worry Factor is 70%

The amount you worry is definitely borderline unhealthy. Even when things are going well, you find yourself fixating on the negatives. Try to remember the times you've been able to let your worries go. If you can do that again, you'll be much happier!

hahaha.

You Are Cookie Monster

Misunderstood as a primal monster, you're a true hedonist with a huge sweet tooth. You are usually feeling: Hungry. Cookies are preferred, but you'll eat anything if cookies aren't around. You are famous for: Your slightly crazy eyes and usual way of speaking How you life your life: In the moment. "Me want COOKIE!"

Me want COOKIE!!

You Are Not Messy

You're so clean, people have accused you of being a clean freak! You like things tidy, organized, and smelling fresh. Messes drive you crazy, especially when you didn't make them. It's hard for you to live with a slob - or someone who leaves their dishes in the sink.

it is so not true!

Your Birth Month is October

You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can. Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you. Your soul reflects: Gratitude, comfort, and true love Your gemstone: Tourmaline Your flower: Cosmos Your colors: White and yellow

what is a cosmos?

You Are 20% Girly

Um... you're a guy, right? If not, you're the most boyish girl in the world. And for you, that's probably the ultimate compliment.

boyish?!

You Are Destined to Be Thin

Even if you aren't thin right now, you have great habits that will ensure you're thin for most of your life. You have a great relationship with food and eating. Don't change a thing.

wheee.

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

50 50. . .

Your Ideal Hairstyle:

Light Edges

should i change it?


whoa.
i think this is a long enough post.

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen Or lend a shoulder to cry on You're there through thick and thin Many people consider you their "best friend"!

보기, 나는 심각하게 유감스럽다. 다만 저것, 결코 꺼린다. 너는 근원이 그러나 아직도. 유감스러운 있는다 것 을 나는 있있다.
다만 저것. i. 나가 너를 낙상하면 나가 유감스럽다 것 을 오하이오i은 모른다.
떨어져 보인것을 너는 모든 사용해서, 쓸 것이다 이들을 나가 정당한 해봄 이다 고 생각한 그러나 나는 이 방법을 쓰게 그것의 나은 느낀다. 너가 싶는 것과im아니다 완나b어-잉.ing.은 말한다 말하고. 나는 다만 그것에 모두 거기서 이는 이는 이 언어를 황홀케 한 발견한다.

that's all there is to it.
nothing more.

When you can’t fight, run. When you can’t run, crawl. When you can’t crawl, find someone to carry you.

what do you have got to lose?

AND YOU SISTER YOU CRY!
SERIOUSLY I HAVE NO TIME
IM SORRY.its time you speak up for yourself.
stop criticizing my every move

adfujhsdjkcbswoikfdcjmxcbzjkcabsdf;.
irritating brother.
go home, disturb here disturb there.
never even do your work.
YOU go and kacau her and what?I GET SCOLDED.
HUH.
ITS ALWAYS THE SAME.
I'LL GET SCOLDED FOR NOT TAKING CARE OF MY SISTER,HUH.
WTH.
everything all comes back to me doesnt it?
and you!
just dont give a shit about whats happening do you?
you just think about you,you and you only!
one problem solved and YOU have to start another one.
YOU MAY NOT WANT TO STUDY,
YOU HAVE ALL THE TIME YOU WANT,
JUST DO WHATEVER YOU WANT AND DON'T DISTURB OTHER PEOPLE FOR GOD'S SAKE!
DON'T FREAKING BE A MAK KEPO.
EVEN GIRLS AREN'T AS BAD AS YOU.
YOU DISTURB YOU YOUNGER SISTER AT HOME,
BUT YOU DON'T EVEN DARE TO SPEAK UP OR FIGHT OTHER PEOPLE IN SCHOOL.
WHAT THE HELL IS THAT?
JUST BECAUSE YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE OH SO GREAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN DISTURB OTHER PEOPLE RIGHT?!
AND THERE YOU FREAKING RUN AWAY!
YOU DON'T EVEN FREAKING HELP DO YOU?!
CAN I JUST SLAP YOUR FACE??
YOU JUST HIDE AWAY WHEN OTHER PEOPLE NEED HELP.
AND YOU BLAME OTHER PEOPLE.
WHAT THE F*** IS THAT?
SUCH A COWARD.
DON'T EVEN TALK IN SCHOOL.
AND ONCE AT HOME,
YOU START WITH YOUR FREAKING NONSENSE!!
I HAVE NO TIME FOR YOU OKAY?!!?!
GET LOST.
JUST GET FREAKING LOST.


L,wo jue de. . .
we are in the same boat.
*cried myself to sleep*