DAMN YOU, BIAS.

what ann said was actually true.
ep 16 is the most saddest episode i've ever seen.
and somemore she almost cried eh.
the tears immediately spilled when the mother was wheeled out la.
wah piang.

went shopping with buddy,zakk and buddy,aj and buddy, hazz and buddy.
DAMNNNNNNNNNNN FUN!!!!
my buddy was H-Y-P-E-R-!
hahhahahaha and she bought like ALOT of things.
like you know the s'pore souvenir and a shirt for herself.
then we walkwalk at Far East then go to the downstairs that place.
by then alr quite late ard 10 plus yeah.
then almost alot of the shops closing already.
then me and zakk saw this AWESOME flipflops selling at $9.90!
damn nice can.
we bought the same size,same design,same color,same shop.
yes.and hazz also wanted to buy but she used up her money to buy her buddy de present.
nevermind hazz, you can borrow mine:).
i think you can fit lah.
mmm.
oh and me and hazz bought this mystery gift for our buddies.
i bought her a red ring(she loves red), the mystery gift, a headband for my buddy.
and she gave me this SILK scarf!!!
YES SILK.
and i saw the price which was 95remimbri(??).
so if in s'pore will be about. . . eh?quite cheap right?
i think so lah.
and she also gave me 2 china vases.
and a pink butterfly soft toy for me, an orange duck/chicken for my sister and a black and white dog for my brother.
yeah.
and this small square handkerchief also MADE FROM SILK.
WAH ALOT OF THINGS MADE FROM SILK.
then she stayedat my house on thursday night.
next day was friday.yeah then after school yesterday we went shopping.
ummmmm.
then today sent her off at changi airport.
omg so saddd.
but never mind!
4 months later, we'll be going there!!!!
I AM SO EXCITED I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeahlah.

i was spsd to talk about something else but i forgot already lah.
errrmmmm.
oklah.
suan le.
bbye!!!

hah.
SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPY,SLEEPYSLEEPYSLEEPY.
GOODNIGHT EVERYBODY.



GONE TO SLEEP.

At the beginning
We were strangers starting out on our journey
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope you were there to remind me
This is the start

(chorus)
And Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

(chorus)

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
I know that my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

(chorus)

In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you




Everywhere
Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're never there
But when I sleep you're everywhere
You're everywhere

Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
you're never there
And every time I sleep
you're always there

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
you might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

I am not alone
Whoa, oh, oooh, oh

And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
it's you I breathe
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone

You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?





Lessons Learned
There's some things that I regret,
Some words I wish had gone unsaid,
Some starts,
That had some better endings,
Been some bad times I've been through,
Damage I cannot undo.
Some things,
I wish I could do all all over again,
But it don't really matter,
Life gets that much harder,
It makes you that much stronger,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned.

And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wonder how I'd get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every scar,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned.

There's mistakes that I have made,
Some chances I just threw away,
Some roads,
I never should have taken,
Been some signs I didn't see,
Hearts that I hurt needlessly,
Some wounds,
That I wish I could have one more chance to mend,
But it don't make no difference,
The past can't be rewritten,
You get the life you're given,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned.

And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wonder how I'd get threw the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every scar,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned.

And all the things that break you,
Are the things that make you strong,
You can't change the past.
Cause it's gone,
And you just gotta move on,
Because it's all
Lessons learned.

And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wonder how I'd get through the night,
From Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every scar,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned,
Lessons learned.
Lessons learned.



i almost broke down just now when i remembered it


yep thats all.

now is such a BAAAD TIME cann.
i was listening to the song then i read the posts/links/dontknowwhatyoucallit thing.
and omg i want to cry.
nah,not out of sadness or anything of that sort.
just. .
feel like crying all of a sudden.
*tears*




okay, maths,be a good girl okay?
I AM GRATEFUL/THANKFUL

Sorry Dearest Blogger for abandoning you.

I am so dead man.
So very dead.
So very, very dead.
I can't believe i left in school.
MANNNN.
helppppppppp.
MATHS,PLEASE SAVE ME.
DON'T TORTURE ME TOMORROW.
WELL, DON'T TORTURE 2C2 TOMORROW.
SIGH.


I'm sorry, sista.
haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiz.
i feel like crying for ABSOLUTELY NO REASON.
my dad bought 2 baju and 1 red jacket for me.
well,one since i cant fit in the blue one(noooooo!)
thanks ah,dad.
sigh.
EEEEEEEEEEEEverytime i hear this song, it makes me cry.
well,not exactly but you know(no i don't know) the feeling.
that nostalgic feeling.
okay then this song also in the MV-FROM WHAT I INTERPRET-is this girl leaving the guy cause she going somewhere,then the guy very sad and he wrote her a letter.
and the song is based on Chopin-Nocturne.
haiz.
MAYBE, some of you don't think that the song is sad or anything but,
HEY,this is what i feel,this is what i think.
THIS IS WHAT I INTERPRET.
see,i'm making use of the LESSONS LEARNED form english.
i listened in class okay.
this song again.



ZAKIAH thank you so much.

DONE.
go away you PEEPING TOM!